footballgal29

It was a nerve wrecking for me to go to the doctors.  I always had been feeling yo’yo a lot but this time.  This is my first biggest weight loss at the doctor’s office since I posted here last.

Now it gives me hope that I can lose wieght without any fad-diet pills.

I need to stay committed while I try to do this weight lost program.

I hate going to the doctor but I have to in case with my problems that i have been having for a while.  Leave without any choice due for my weight and Odd heavy monthly cycle (which I am on and off for three week now this month). Also feeling stress out about myself because I have a bad history of depression and self-Confence (Sp?). I hope things go pretty good when I set up apportment and hopefully that I lose some weight that I have been working running chains maker for last two or three weeks for JR High and Pee-Wee football.

Hope things  go well. May God bless you

Ami

The battle to lose weight not always easy. My doctor told me I need to lose 80 lbs to fit the liver problem I have… Fatty tissue around my liver. I have always fighting with my weight when I was around 11-15 yrs old. I thought maybe I would love to start having new friends get together and play some sports or work out to see it would help me through the day. Last night I eat pizza with a lot of chesse, choclate milk (two big glasses) cerlery with cream chesse. And before that I had a big plate of westren egg omatlet. I felt like I am biting more than I can chew.

Hope I would try to be in shape like I was 14 years old at 145 lbs (I was a big girl who played basketball when I was in school). See where I am heading to with new me. Hope I will be able to be lose 145 again.

Things sometimes always get in the way. Not always easy to do what you want to do… I know it for sure that I have battling with my overeating since I was like 15 yrs old or younger.

My boyfriend (husband in Native American way), is worry about me and I still think that he think that it is all mixed football which it is all-female football leauge. I thought personally let me experince it. I have watch so many players get hurt a lot on the field. So what going to get  hurt anyway. I can understand that it would be dangous sport but every sports are dangous they can be. I have this passion to play football for many years since I was young. what people don’t understand? OR what my man who is now pee-wee assitance coach don’t understand. I may not play well. but I can give my best shot. Sorry I am being mad since last night like people telling me that i can’t do it…. but I begin to think that “Do what you want to do” is a lie. So Am i living in a lie for believing it? everyone told me to do what i want to do but then I have no support from them…. What??? How this goes? What else can’t I do? I told them to just let me have a try…. I am so downright angery about it. I know i have job as running chains. Only time will tell when someone changes or not.