Only time will tell
Things sometimes always get in the way. Not always easy to do what you want to do… I know it for sure that I have battling with my overeating since I was like 15 yrs old or younger.
My boyfriend (husband in Native American way), is worry about me and I still think that he think that it is all mixed football which it is all-female football leauge. I thought personally let me experince it. I have watch so many players get hurt a lot on the field. So what going to get hurt anyway. I can understand that it would be dangous sport but every sports are dangous they can be. I have this passion to play football for many years since I was young. what people don’t understand? OR what my man who is now pee-wee assitance coach don’t understand. I may not play well. but I can give my best shot. Sorry I am being mad since last night like people telling me that i can’t do it…. but I begin to think that “Do what you want to do” is a lie. So Am i living in a lie for believing it? everyone told me to do what i want to do but then I have no support from them…. What??? How this goes? What else can’t I do? I told them to just let me have a try…. I am so downright angery about it. I know i have job as running chains. Only time will tell when someone changes or not.
When I was more seriously involved in kickboxing and martial arts, a lot of people had a problem with it. They fell back on “I’m worried about you getting hurt” but I seriously think a lot of people believe a woman can’t do things like that. Do what you want to do anyway. Believe in yourself even if others can’t see it.
You can do it.
Thanks. I am doing try my best.